MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

to all

remember

CHRISTMAS is about GIVING not receiving ..

!! HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!

Is her . . . Is me

Her lifeless eyes look at me . . . and closed forever

Her graceful brown hair touches the floor

Her cherry lips become dry and cold

Her ears can never hear again and her nose can never breath again

Her smiles is gone and her face turns white

Her heart stop beating and her warmth is gone ...

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She looked at me with her crystal blue eyes

She flipped her hair gracefully in the air

She kiss me with her cherry lips before

She listen to what I say and she smell like red roses

She gave me a smile on her beautiful face

She let her her heart pound to tell me, she will give me warmth

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I love the way she look at me

I love the way she flip her hair

I love the way she put her lips on mine

I love it when she listen and smell like fresh roses

I love it when she give me a smile

I love it when she let her heart pound and tell me, she will give me warmth

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I want her to look at me again

I want her to flip her hair again

I want her to kiss me all again

I want her to listen and smell like roses again

I want her to smile at me again

I want her heart to pound again, to give me warmth again

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Maybe i can meet her again

up in the sky and wearing white

Because at here, she lost her voice

because she had a sweet melody

I love the way she speak

I want her to say '' I love you '' to me again

So baby, wait for me.

Here I come ,because i miss you and

LOVE YOU

Where miracles should happen ...

A place between heaven and hell. A place where there is no more hope. It is placed right at the darkest corner .

It is white. From the ceiling to the floor, it is white. There are no other colours, no red, no blue, no nothing. Just white. It is as white as the clouds up in the sky. Clear, and clean. Not a single drop of dust in here, there is nothing here except for a white bed and some white machines beside it. There's no sun shines, because there is no window. Not a single picture of nature inside here. Nothing. The best word to describe this place will be " white ''.

'' Silence is golden'' . If what they say is true, this place will be a ''gold mine''. Not a sound, not a word. Even the sound coming from a needle falling and hitting the floor, can be heard from a thousand miles away. And still, you can hear the echo of the sound, after a few minutes. But it is not as silent as you think it is. If you listen carefully, you can hear some beeping coming from the machine, and some deep breathing coming from the bed. Some whispers and whimpers come from the door as if the door is crying itself.

Shh . . . . . . . Listen, the song of horror is starting.

The room which is white, slowly turns from white to grey. Depression and sadness fills the whole room. Grey clouds start to form in the room. Thunder and lighting take over the silence. The walls start to bleed, and the white turns bloody red. Some angels come in and try to bring back light and hope, but nothing is going right. The dark shadow walk in, past the bed and through the wall, bringing the grey clouds, thunders, lighting and the blood out of the room. The room goes back to normal, white, but it leaves with a deadly silent in the room.

The angels walk out, shaking their heads, with sorrow and pain. Rain clouds start to drift into the room, and the rain starts to fall around the white bed.

Rain of tears drip on the bed, as the sharp lifeless sound is heard.

It is a place where love is found , but too late

It is a place where miracles should happen , ...... but ...... didn't ..

CALCULATOR

Let start this with a lame joke ...

Which animal is good in maths ??

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got any ideas ....

the answer is

a COW

why ... cause

COWculator ..hahaha XP

so let start to the main topic ..

I have three calculator...

one is in my pencil box which i always use for school ..

the other is in my room ... because i always count things so it is in my room ...

the other one is in my study room ... which i rarely use it ... because i don't go in there much .. XP

all three of them ... are use to count things ...

there are good calculators

sooo one day ...

i use it to count something ...

which is

" how many friends i have "

so i use all three calculators ..and count...

surprisingly ..

the answer is different ...

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the answer is never right ...

and the number

sometimes grow and sometimes decrease

that's friendship

one day ... you may lose a friends ...

but then you know one back later on...

then the one you lost ... come back again ...

and the number keep growing ... and growing ...

you can never say you don't have any friends or your number of friends is decreasing .....

because you just need to say the word " HI " to a stranger ...

there a new friendship begin

and the stranger you don't know become one of your friends

this is the truth ...

because all your friends started as a strangers to you !!

you can never get the correct answer

by using a COWculator ...

haha

so let the answer be INFINITY

and since it is INFINITY ...

so why let yourself to not knowing other

and still let them be strangers

SOOO

when you are at the bus stop waiting for the bus ..

look around .. and if you think they will be nice friends ...

soo just say " hi " ... and let the friendship begin ...

ps ... choose you friends wisely .. if you think they are not what you expected then

stay away ...

you cant judge the book by its cover .. so talk to them before you judge them

and after the talk and you don't really like it ... then its ok ..

because you will not know that you will see them again anyway..

and if you did just say " hi " again ..

but then in the class ... of office ( if you are working )

talk to them .. and get to know them ..

because you will be seeing them for a LONG LONG time ..

so learn to say '' HI '' and let friendship begin ..

who know ... maybe

the one that you don't even know they exist ... may

become your best friends

soo SAY '' HI ''

and

LET THE FRIENDSHIP BEGIN

ps .. HI to everyone who read my blog

and thank you very much

and I hope i can get to know about you too !!

SOOOOO

" !!! HI !!! "

ME !!! A GIRL .................. NO !!

It was a holiday !! .. My family and I went to langkawi to have a holiday !!

my uncle went with us too ....

we went to have a cable car ride ...

after that we went to the souvenir shop ...

i was bending down to look at some souvenir ..

then my uncle was coming from the back ... then i turned around ...

and i saw his shocking facial expression ..

then I walk towards him ... and i ask why ..

and he gave me an answer that shocked me which is ..

'' I though you are a girl , i was looking at you , you look like a girl from the back !! "

and he smile and walk away

leaving me ... SPEECHLESS !!!

Then the other incidence ..it happen in school ...

it was an Exam week ... and i was having history ...

then someone asked me for a piece of paper ..

my bag was on the ground .. so i bend down to take a piece of paper ...

then an other friend was standing behind me ... i stand back up and turn around to give the paper to him ...

the other friend ( who is a GUY ) !!!... look at me and said

" You have a nice butt !! "

and i was ... SPEECHLESS !!!

Then .. today ... is our school prom night !!

then it was time for dinner .. everyone walk out the door to get some food ...

and i was walking towards the door ... and i pass by HIM ...

HE stop me and look at me from head to toe ...and he looked at my face again ...

and said :

" Can you go back there and walk back here again ?? , cause you look hot ! "

and again ... i was SPEECHLESS !!!

So i didn't do what he said ... and went out to take some food ...

later on ... i was outside .. and going to the ball room ...

HE was there ... and he whistle at me ... so i turned around ...

and he said ... :

'' If you are a girl ... i will soooo fall in love with you weii !!! "

and this time ... i was soooo SPEECHLESS and =.=''

seriously ....

ME !!! A GIRL ?!?

NO WAY MEN ..

PS: I am a boy !!

not a girl ......

and I don't think i look like a girl ..

or have a body of a girl ...

soooooo .... I am a BOY !!!

!!! I AM A BOY !!!

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YOU KNOW !! what you know ?? OHH !!

You Know ,

there is one thing you must know in your life !

which is ....

WE don't know everything,

Soooo

of all the things we know ...

what do we know about it ...

just ask yourself a question ..

after you give your answer ,

ask yourself ..

WHY

... AND KEEP DOING IT ...

and at the end

you DON'T know the answer.

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and it all come down to

the word

WHY

and the meaning behind it !

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There is so many question in our life ..

Things that we don't even know .. it exist ..

Times that we cant predict ..

Things that we cant see ...

SOO

What to do ..

Well,

we just have to know one thing ,

which is ..

like i say before ..

keep reminding yourself ..

that

WE DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING

Life is full of mysteries

and since we have to live with it ...

so let it be ..

leave a little surprise for yourself .

because knowing everything ..

will be boring..

have sometimes to say

'' OHH !! ''

because when you learn something new today

it is one of the best feeling you get in life !!

saying '' OHH !! ''

is like the first time we do something in our life,

and we get it !!

try new things everyday , to get an interesting life.

Who want a dull life anyway !!

IT IS A GAME..

keep asking WHY is a game

you don't know the answer .. then ..

ASK ..

LEARN..

KNOW..

and

SAY " OHHH !! "

So do you get it ..

" OHHH !! "

HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE

THAT FULL OF " OHH !! " EVERY TIME !!

IF

IF

I lost my memories

I will try to get it back,

because they are special , and nothing could replace it .

I will move on,

and make more memories with all the people i love .

IF

I lost all my friends

I know i will make new ones ,

but none of them will be the same,

and so ... i will do what ever it take to have it back !

IF

I have nothing

I will not have nothing ,

as long i have you , you and you ,

and all the memories with all of you ,

thats all i need .

IF

i have the money

I don't think i need it,

cause no amount money,

can buy what i want,

want i want is priceless,

which will be all of you.

IF

......I die......

I want to have a white funeral,

everything must be white,

from what i wear .. to the colour of the flowers .

I want all my friends come to visit me

so that i could see them again.

one last time

I don't want anyone to cry because they are sad,

I want them to smile,

because i knew that i have a good life,

because i get the chance to met you all,

you all are priceless to me,

SMILE

for me

thats is what i want to see,

you can cry but cry because you are

happy for me,

cry because you smile too much,

i cry when i laugh too much,

so you can laugh.

so if i die..

i don't need anything fancy,

don't need to burn things for me,

cause i don't need it,

just remember me,

that will be enough.

and remember to continue to smile in your life too

cause

even if i am gone,

i still want you to have a happy life

because i love you,

and

i know you love me too .

!! ^.^ !!

SMILE

MEMORIES

It is true that MEMORIES cannot be bought .....

but you may forget it ........

but even if you forget it ... you never really forget it

......it is always in your head............

and one day you will remember it

some how .... you will remember it

because you will never really forget it.

( i don't think you get this ... but still if you get it ... you get it )

I have a memory ...... a beautiful memories ......... which i will never forget .........

It was him

He appear in my life ..... when i was 13,

and since then ... we been best friends ,

he been in my life for 5 years,

but it seem like a lifetime,

but still even a lifetime is not enough to spent with him,

because he is my BEST FRIEND.

we been together a lot since then.....

we been through a lot of thing together

such as ................

every year when the time to choose what activities to join ....

when we together planning something out ..

not only for carnival day ... but any occasion

in the school ........ or in the outside world

we been through ups ans downs together

but then .......... things happen ..........

i got the feeling when he sms me when midnight .......

but still ............ when it happen ...... it cannot be stop .........

maybe this is faith

or

maybe this is just a task from god ........

i don't know

but still ....... no matter what it is ...........

i know one thing

and i will believe in it

and it is that

OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER END

ya haha

maybe

one day that we will meet each other again

and our friendship will continue

and

i will BELIEVE that day will come

haha

and when we meet again ,

i will make him pay,

haha,

i will make him pay for leaving me behind,

haha,

i will make you spend your time 24-7 with me,

to repay all the days you have leave me ,

I am a bad person , and now you know.

if you reading this, haha

be careful

and

HOPE WE MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY .

our memories will be with me ,

in my head, and i will never forget it,

and i hope you remember me too ,

No..... i don't need to hope ...... cause i know you will remember me ..... XD

one more thing .............................

!!! FRIENDS TILL THE END !!!

.. time .. STOP

It is holiday ..... which mean almost everyone is taking a break .. from everything .. and time seem to passes slowly too.

It seem that time need a break too ..... so seconds become minutes ... minutes become hours .... time is getting slower.

Or maybe it just SEEM like it ....... but still who know ..... maybe the time stopped ... but we wont know .... cause we will stop too ............. the time where the earth stood still ... and every living thing on it ........ so .........we will never know ....

TICK TOCK ..... TICK TOCK .....

TIME oh time ..... why oh why

when we having fun ... you pass quicker than usual

when we are sad ... you move slower that usual ...

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you know ... you are a very special thing .. in every one's life .......

It seem that you are a living thing with emotion and feeling ...... and you want to be with us ... and you always been ......

when we are having fun ....... you too ..... you move faster ..... you want to play ...... you get so happy and high per when you see us laugh ......

when we are sad ........ you too .... you move slower ..... cause you want to be with us just a little longer .... and to hear what we want to say ...... and most importantly you let us think ....

TIME ......

you see us grow .. from one year old to ......... how long we going to live........

you share you eternal life to watch over us ........

you never say anything ..... every time we have too much fun and forget about you .......

................ you just sit there quietly ......... watching us ..... enjoying our smile on our face ......

you are always there for us ...... when we need you to think ........... when we are sad .... you slow thing down so that ..... we will not miss anything in life ....you say : " look there is so much things out there ..... waiting for you ... stop crying and stand back up ....... there is a lots of thins that you are missing out there . " ............. then we get back up on our feet ..... and follow what you say .............

TIME oh TIME .......

why are you so special ?? ..... why are you so kind ......... why are you so nice ........

you make us think ..... you make us happy ........ you make us enjoy every second in life .......

TIME ...... you will never stop .... even if you do ..... we will never know .............

TIME ...... you let us grow .......

TIME ...... we as humans should appreciate you more ...... enjoy every second you give us ........

TIME

we should love you more ..... for because you never stop

loving

caring

about us

TIME

WE LOVE YOU !

IT IS YOU

you know what ...... if you continue doing it ....... one by one ..... you will lose everyone ..... i tried .... we tried ....... and if you dont try ..... please not that we give up on you ...... but it is that you give up yourself ...... and you are the one who lose everything .... not us ...... although we will lose only you ..... but i can tell you one thing ....... the one who will be crying ... praying .... will be NOT YOU but US ...... you know why ... cause you are our friend ...... and you know why you wont be sad .... because you are the one who done this ....... and we are the one who will get hurt , but let me tell you ..... if this happen .... please dont regret .... cause as your friends we hope that you live a happy life ... even without us ...... and i can tell you one thing .... ...... it is all end up with YOUR DECISION .

SORRY

Beside sorry i have to say sorry again,

because i did a bad thing ,

which is horrible , terrible , and

it is not an act of FRIENDSHIP ,

well i don't know what else to say to you ,

beside SORRY ,

i really hope you will forgive me for what i did today ,

cause it is very .... bad .... and i really really feel bad for doing it to you ,

and again,

DEEP DOWN MY HEART , I NEED TO SAY SORRY TO YOU FOR MY ACTION TODAY.

!! SORRY !!

please forgive me.

AARON

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU !!!!!!!

SPECIAL DAY !!!!

HEY HEY HEY !!!

tomorrow is a special day ...

which is the day what my best friend was born ,

but he is too far .... so I'm here to say ...

EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU !!!

HAHA then tomorrow i will post it again la haha ...

I'm quite happy because it is your birthday ,

even though you can't be here ...

but still ... at least you remember me ,,

haha and i will remember you forever ,,

haha

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sorry la cant stop haha la ....

very high now ....... i dont know why ,,,

maybe it is because of you la haha ...

so at the end ,,

HOPE YOU HAVE A BLAST TOMORROW

AND REMEMBER IT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY ......... SO HAVE FUN !!!

HAVE SO MUCH FUN TILL YOU GO NUTS ....

but then remember to be normal during SPM....

SO STILL

!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU !!!!!

IF I AIN'T GOT YOU

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power, yeah

Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things

Define what's within

And I've been there before

But that life's a bore

So full of the superficial

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain

That promises forever young

Some people need three dozen roses

And that's the only way to prove you love them

Hand me the world on a silver platter

And what good would it be

With no one to share

With no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you, you, you

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you, yeah

If I ain't got you with me baby

So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing

If I ain't got you with me baby

I'll stand by you

Oh, why you look so sad?

Tears are in your eyes

Come on and come to me now

Don't be ashamed to cry

Let me see you through

'cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you

You don't know what to do

Nothing you confess

Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad

Don't hold it all inside

Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?

I get angry too

Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads

Don't know which path to choose

Let me come along

'cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

Take me in into your darkest hour

And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

And when...

When the night falls on you, baby

You're feeling all alone

You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour

And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

and I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you

Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you