i been acting my whole life,
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it is not that I'm hiding myself,
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it is just that not much people accept me as myself,
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i know something ,,,,,,,,,, a secret about someone,
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i really don't want to use it just for mixing with my friends or to have a topic to talk to them,
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a secret is a secret
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therefor i wont tell anyone,
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haizzzzzzzzzz,
sooo in other words..........i don't have much topic to talk about,
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i always say i know a lot of friends
well that is sooooo true
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non of it are close
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i always say i make friends easily
well that is sooo true too
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non of the friendship will last long
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because they end up talking to my other friends and leave me behind
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I'm not emoing when i writing this
because
this is the truth
of my life.
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haizzzzzz
we all have some good time together
thats a good thing
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i always sleep in school
it is not that I'm emoing
i don't know why people have to say that
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with that sleepy face does mean I'm emoing ok!!!
it is just that beside studying or listening to teacher
i just don't have anyone to talk to
which is a very sad thing
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i always say this to myself
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it is better to be use that
leave behind by others
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therefor sometimes when you ask me to do something i will do it
haizzzzzzz
just to make myself feel useful to you all
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but somehow................i just don't wanna lose you all
haizzzzzzzzz
like the song " my life will suck without you"
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my life will suck without you all
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meeting you all
and being your friends
is the best thing that happen to me
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so i got nothing that i should complain about
well
i shouldn't complain cause
well
you all are my friends no matter what happen
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I'm glad i have you all
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you all bring me happiness
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even though i don't know much about you all
and we didn't talk much
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ha ha
but still
im glad i meet you all.
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at the end
even i have to act
but i act with all my true feelings
and all my love.
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cause i
love you all
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as my bestest friends
and
i will never forget you alllllll
ahhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
love you all
