也许

... ... ... 默默的 " 我喜欢你 " ... ... ... 

... ... ... 也许有一天会变成 ... ... ... 

真实的 " 我爱你 "

Ladder

If life is a ladder ...  

there will be a certain point ,

where you have to build more step yourself , 

to climb further up !

红玫瑰

带刺的玫瑰 , 
                      无人了解 ;
无刺的玫瑰 ,
                      不是真正 ;
血红的玫瑰 ,
                      流着血泪。

得不到

有时，
我突然会哭 ... 
不知道为什么 ... 
也许 , 或许 ... 
是因为我爱上了你 , 
但得不到 ... 
远远地看你幸福 ... 

Humanity

Humanity ,

Humanity ,

It is not only just a word ,

It is life ,

It is love ,

It is the beauty of us .

玫瑰的遗憾

有谁 ，

何时 ，

会发现美丽的外表下 ，

有充满刺的心

。。。

WONDER

Wonders ,

I wonder ...

what does it feels likes ,

how does it look likes ,

what does it sound likes ,

how does it smell likes ,

what doest it taste likes ,

but ...

it is just wonders ...

wonders ??? 

Don't you ...

Don't you wish that ,

when you are alone ,

you just want someone to sit right next to you ,

don't need to say anything ,

don't need to do anything ,

just sit there ,

right beside you .

and yet , you feel warm inside ,

knowing someone is there , beside you ,

knowing that you are not alone anymore ,

then , you will look at her , and give a smile that say

" Thank you "

LITTLE THINGS

It is the little things in our life

that

.. we should remember ..

The first kiss when you were born

The first hug you got

The first word you spoke

The first step you took

The first time you fell

The first toy you got

The first in every thing ...

it's little , not a big deal , but still ... it's important ...

we just have to remember !!

HER !!

5 years,
we didn't see each other ,
it going to be 6 years soon ,

we only chat on facebook .. and it is always at midnight ..
the first chat was 3 years ago .. where we finally find each other in facebook ..
thanks to a photo of our primary school .. everyone was tagged ..
and thats how we find each other ..

we chat about our life , how is each other ,
she want to be a director , while i want fashion designer ..
with dreams and hopes ..
talking about we might meet each other in the show business ..
what we going to do if we meet to produce a movie ,
i will be designing clothes and she will be directing ..
Thats our dreams and hopes ..
and i believe one day we might be doing that ..
making imagination become reality !!

talking about dreams ,
she suddenly asked ..
" Do you still like me like in primary school ? " , " i mean like like "
that question was a boom to me ,
dont know what to answer .. i crap something up
" Well , i still remember your name and never forgot you . "
thinking whether i type the wrong answer to her question .. I'm nervous for the next reply ..
finally after a few minutes of waiting which was like a lifetime to me ..
she replied to me saying ,
" Well , we still friends and we going to be best friends "
That was a heart breaker !! TT.TT

that was the end of the first chat ..

Dreams , Reality

Lost in my dreams ,

ran away from reality ,

My laughter are fake ,

my tears are real ,

pain under a smile ,

scares under the skin ,

tears are hidden ,

laughter are show ,

into the darkness ,

away from light ,

... ... ... ... ...

into the light ,

away form the darkness ,

laughter are hidden ,

tears are show ,

scare above the skin ,

pain above the smile ,

my tears are fake ,

my laughter are real ,

ran away from dreams ,

lost in reality ,

Which is reality ? Which is dream ?

... I forget ...

lose and gain

Sometimes ...

when you lose something ,

you gain something ,

but you don't realise it .

Sometimes ...

when you gain something ,

you lose something ,

but you don't realise it .

When you lose ... you are so focus on what you have lost ,

and never look around and realise you actually gain something .

same , when you gain something .

Sometimes , we never see clearly ,

something is blocking us ,

and that something is our mindset ,

It's our human nature , that we look at things with only one way ,

but then if we look with not our eyes but with our mind ,

but with the wrong mindset is useless .

Using our mind , looking at things that we didn't see before ,

knowing yourself better , and knowing the world better .

When you lose ,

think of what you gain , isn't worth it ? isn't it good ?

When you gain ,

think of what you lose to achieve it , isn't worth it ? isn't it good ?

Nothing is perfect ,

but it is good to know ...

asking for perfection , is not wrong ...

always trying to achieve it , is a good thing ..

it helps us to improve ..

but remember , when things go wrong ..

don't blame yourself too much ,

remember , nothing is perfect ,

and remember ,

always stand up , put your head up , and continue walking the road .

Nothing is perfect ,

therefore there is no perfect lost ,

you have to find what you gain with you mind not your eyes ,

because the most priceless thing in the world cant be seen .

there is no perfect gain too ,

you have to appreciate what you have when you have it .

you will lose something on the way ,

but remember isn't worth it ..

Money is not everything , the most important thing to everyone is always priceless ..

lost or gain , is not about money ,

Sometimes .. its about the people around you ,

your friends , your family , your love ones ,

it's about the things you have in your heart and mind ,

your memories , your love , your time ..

Sometimes , Something , Someone , is what you needed the most .. and not money ..

Valentine

One hand , one touch

one peek , one look

one lip , one kiss

one heart , one love

one time , one her

Only her

The perfection of imperfection . . .

Blind ,

he see the beauty of the world with his heart .

Deaf ,

he listen the words in other's heart .

Mute ,

he never lie to others .

Without hands ,

he let a helping hand to others .

Without legs ,

he manage to walk a harder path than others .

THE PERFECTION OF IMPERFECTION

Tears ... Love ( guy , girl )

Tears in my eyes ,

flowing down to my chin ,

drip , drop on my shirt ,

wet , cold and bitter . .

flowing down to my cheek ,

blow away by the winter wind ,

cold , bitter and pain . .

A broken heart in me ,

bleeding , not blood but pain ,

cannot be mend ,

there will be a scar . .

A scar in my heart ,

cannot be remove ,

indescribable pain ,

thanks to a broken heart . .

You ,

the one I love before ,

was once my lover ,

once my valentine ,

the one I love before ,

No . . . I'm wrong ,

I still in love with you ,

Sorry . . . . .

I have to move on ,

Love is not written on paper ,

for paper can be erased ,

Love is not etched on stone ,

for stone can be broken ,

Love is inscribed on a heart ,

and there , it shall remain forever . .

I'll never forget you ,

I'll remember our love ,

therefore , I love you

till the end of time ,

but I have to go ,

I have to move one ,

I hope you will too

Tears ,

. . is a part of love . .

Farewell ( girl )

Listen ...

to the ticking sound made by the clock .

Looking ...

at the pointers moving in the clock .

Smell ...

the sweet aroma from your body .

Feel ...

the last touch from you on my hair .

.. It's farewell ..

His brown eyes shine under the light ..

I see myself in his heart ..

but

as I turn around and walk towards the door

I see myself no more , and darkness fell into my heart

A crack , A squeak

made by the wooden floor as I walk away

supporting me for my choice ...

My hand reach for the door ,

the door stood there ,

and let me open ...

Turned and open ,

the wind blow right in , telling me " let's go "

towards freedom ...

and I did , but it feel different

I walk out the door , not a sound , not a word ...

and he never come after me ..

The door shut , leaving me outside the warm room ,

leaving me in tears ...

leaving me talking to myself ...

saying : '' Farewell ... My Love ... ''

Goodbye ( guy )

Listen ...

to the cracking sound made by the firewood .

Looking ...

at the bright flame burning in the fire place .

Smell ...

the sweet aroma from your hair .

Feel ...

the grace of your hair slipping through my hand .

.. It's goodbye ..

Her golden hair shine near the light ..

making the room brighter than usual ..

but

as she turn around and walk towards the door

the light is no more , and darkness fall into the room

A squeak , a crack

made by the wooden floor as she walk away

telling her not to go ......

Her hand reach for the door ,

the door tried to run away ,

but it's to late ...

Turned and open ,

the wind blow right in , trying to push her in ,

back to my hands .....

but it's too weak , and the flame is gone

She walk out the door , not a sniff , not a moan ...

and she never look back ..

The door shut , leaving me in a cold dark room ,

leaving me in tears ...

leaving me talking to myself ...

saying : '' Goodbye ... My Love ... ''

Myself

... I always forget what i done for the others ...

... but ...

... I never forget what the other done for me ...

You and Me

You , a girl from the other side of my world

Me , a boy from the other side of your world

but somehow we met .....

You , a girl that never know my existence

Me , a boy that never know your existence

but somehow we know now .....

NOW ,,

You , a girl who love me for who i am

ME, a boy who love you for who you are

One night , a dark night ...

where the only light is the moon ,

i was walking down the street ,

as you were walking up ,

i was looking down ... looking at the cold winter road ,

you were looking up ... looking at the white shinning moon ,

without noticing each other ...

we pass by each other and went on to our separated way .

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .... ... ...

a sparkle from the ground ,

showed me a silver heart shaped key ,

a sound from below ,

bring you to a torchlight key chain ,

i picked it up ... you picked it up too ,

i blew the dust off ... you wiped off the water ,

i turn back ... and saw you ,

you look back ... and saw me ,

we gave a smile for each other ,

and we walked toward each other ,

you walked down the street , with the moon shining at the back ,

like an angel flying down the moon ,

i walked up the street , leaving the darkness behind me ,

like walking toward the light ,

the torchlight you found ,

show you the way to another world ... to me ,

a whole new world ,

with me .

the key i found ,

open a door to another world ... to you ,

a whole new world ,

with you .

i bring back home to you ,

safe and sound ,

you bring back light to me ,

warm and light .

thats how we met .. how we know each other .. how we went in to each other's life

IT'S FAITH

I meant to LOVE you ,

and

You meant to LOVE me .

I LOVE YOU

!! thanks for being a part of my life !!

Smile

JUST SMILE

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no need a reason

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it's free

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and yet

you can make one's life happier !!

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=)